Definitely not asking for pity
Hi Everyone, Another 2 years have passed since my last blog. I feel I only remember to come on here when I can't take life anymore and that I need to release all my inner secrets. Here's the ending of my last blog: "When is it my turn? The next time I come on blogger, will I have the other part of my life figured out? Will I be in the same boat? Will I dive into a deep depression? Will I be okay? Will I still look pretty or will you see age on my face?" Answers to those questions: No, my turn hasn't come and at this moment, I have given up. I have not figured out my life yet. I am living at home and helping my family out. I do wonder a lot if I would ever move out since rent and housing/condo market are so high at the moment. And yes I feel like I am depressed. If you have read all my posts, it may seem that I am always depressed. I have definitely gained some weight and some wrinkles, not too much though. I can still look pretty if I wanted to - I just ha...