When everything is funny

So it's been a year since I've written here... Lots have changed.. Reading back on my blogs..it's quite interesting how things work out..or not. Counting down to the days I'll be going away... Sometimes I feel that I should just leave it to the stars..let them do whatever they want with me..let them deal with things.. I'm tired of trying. 'tis the season to be jolly again?

Oh life. Funny how it really is full of ups and downs. When it's down...sometimes it bounces up quickly. You never know. I think if you really want something badly, you have take action in getting it. Most of the time, it works..but I guess if you don't get what you want, then it's not meant to be. Life, spelt with 4 letters, but really contains over 4 million experiences within it. The question is, are you strong enough? Or maybe light will appear somewhere along the future and suddenly everything will be clear. When will I feel like I can take total control of my life and feel invincible? Take my wings and fly.. When? "Abstract thoughts are the most clear."